M402b M403R

Got this, M402b

instead of this, M403R for myself

402b is sort of difficult to use
1/200 shutter speed FTW man~
gotta invest one flash for it
and also unfortunately, FP100 stop production dy
that means i got lesser chance to find the right film to shoot
FTW once again
anyway, still glad that having 402b

although its not the same thing with 403R
but i am sure one day i will get 403R for myself too
so, one of the lifetime wish, half done.
yeepi~
cheer for every little happiness in our life

big fat bloated empty shell

am nobody which no one will listen to
no money no look no qualification no skill

feel like leaving this world once again

the new year post

new year readers
guess i am the only reader
watsoever
finished the ups and downs of 2011
here comes the ups and downs of 2012
hope the earth is not gonna system corrupt on this year
coz i'm still one of the single man on earth
although i myself still not really believe in apocalypse

been thinking what will be my new year resolution
but can't get any
i'm just seriously hope everything n everyone around me goes fine
coz i believe when everything n everyone is fine
guess i won't get too much trouble too
pray hard for money for sure
god bless me n my family with money please

hmmm new stage of life is coming soon
super confused with my future
what should i do
what i'm gonna be
been so picky with choosing my path
stubbornness headstrong foolery
arrgh
watever answer will be there when time comes

gotta spend all my headstrong-ness while i still can
soon will no longer stated as a student

and bla bla bla bla bla~
its secret
nites and morning to myself