how i wish

damn

damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn

rollin' in the deep

you had my heart inside your hand

but you played it

to the beat

終於體會

只為了錢而工作的生活很無趣

矛盾說

我把活著當成是探索自己的旅程

當我想把這趟探索之旅弄得更好

我試著做出改變

旅途中我發現我並不開心

於是我做回自己

結果周遭的旅伴都不開心

堅持己見有時並不能帶來好結局

跟周遭妥協也不一定讓事情好過

船到橋頭自然直這句話也不過是安慰自己而已

以子之矛 攻子之盾

矛攻盾防 矛斷好是盾破好

待余尋悟何之好也

阻止

要怎樣阻止那一廂情願的想法

理智被氾濫的情緒阻止

我要阻止這現象的持續

我只能爱你

當你握緊我的手　我決定和你走
經歷再多的挫折　也絕對不退縮
當河流都倒流　我還在你左右
一直陪伴你到時間的盡頭

就算有一天　天和地都會分離
也永遠不離也不棄　要和你在一起

為了你　我可以　因為愛你我只能愛你
生命蕩滌輪迴裡　你是唯一不忘的記憶
真正的愛過　才算真正的活過
愛你從此決不會放手

不曾褪色的承諾　比永久還要久
痛過哭過也恨過　從未想放棄過
莫問我要理由　愛就是我所有
今生來世你是不變的守候

就算全世界　都要來與你為敵
也還要緊緊抱著你　淚不會掉一滴

為了你　我可以　因為愛你我只能愛你
只要為你我願意　犧牲一切都不覺可惜
真正的愛過　才算真正的活過
愛你從此再無他所求

最近迷上射鵰英雄傳

劇中每播一次這歌

我就感動一次

哎唷

different. difference

everyone is different

so there is difference of ways that peoples treat each other

i always tried to be different

and i see difference

what's that different i am

bad different and i got bad difference

it's karma

pay backs i think to be more accurately

i always wonder wonders

there is no right or wrong

i think that maybe my weight is not balance

so i don't know how to balance things

nah it's not weight's matter

i'm just being weird i think

feel like leave myself alone from peoples

i'm losing the confidence on social

but i can't live without peoples

i'm just being contradictory

felt bad for what i've done

but failed to correct what i've done

it's just like what gab told me

i talk so much i talk so good

and i never do that much and that good

i made my life sucks

and i always believe that i caused it

what else

i don't know

so again

it's still a long long pointless post

what is wrong with me

yea

wrong wrong wrong with me

love you my life

虛實

夢想總是很美好，想的時候就好像一定會實現似的

幻想美夢的時候，整個人都浮起來似的

現實是一塊大石頭，往往浮到空中時

不忘把我重重地拉回地面

活在現實中不發點白日夢，還真心裡不平衡

最近怪怪的