Sunday, October 31, 2010

只想写

我,
向往放纵自由的生活,
可是必须为了谁(可能是自己吧)很努力的朝另外的一个方向活着,
很累很累,却仍是硬着头皮撑着,
不得不面对从未想过的争夺,复杂,较劲,恐慌,紧张,不知所措…
只有面对最信赖的人时,才会卸下盔甲,委屈的诉苦,甚至流下眼泪…
我就是这样的一个人,
笑就是开心,哭就是难过,接近就是喜欢,远离就是讨厌,
有时,你看我走路不知怎的就突然微笑了起来,
因为可能就喜欢上那时的环境,或想到某些开心的事情,
我明白,哭过之后,笑笑地擦干眼泪,没关系,继续奋斗吧,可以做得很好的……

很想简简单单,快快乐乐的活着,
但往往在这社会上没那么简单,
我很期待每个人的笑容都是真心的,而不是虚情假意,
希望身边的人都是真正的喜欢自己。
即使别人小小的意见,也会令我难过好久,
每次表现得不在乎,因为怕被人说玩不起,
但真的真的很介意,介意自己不被人喜欢。
因为,说实在,总是为别人想的很多,对别人总是对自己好。
(我不懂,自己觉得而已,不是的话,你们就自己在心里面说我搬弄是非就好)

但还是维持着自己的宗旨,
微笑面对一切,笑笑就没什么大不了,
微笑不见了,就表示鄙人真的处在极端极端性的情况,多多包涵…

寫blog

純粹想寫
頭腦空空
就醬 掰

Monday, October 25, 2010

玉米

這篇blog是寫給你的





















烤的,水煮的,或蒸的我都愛吃。

虽然在意
可是看開了
過得比較開心點
邪惡地在它們面前開心給它們看
看到它們懶藍
送!!!

真的很謝謝文勝,志皓,shar wynne, michele在檳城一路陪我
除此也謝謝他們幾個和永進,增維那麼撐我
幾度傷心到眼淚在眼眶打滾了
可是還好有你們幾個
我好很多了
謝謝關心

接下來就走步看步咯
希望跟它們再也沒有交集

C小姐你太讓我失望了
請不要對我們虛情假意
因為我不想跟你演戲

Friday, October 22, 2010

亏我还那么帮你

结果你这样对我
彻底失望

Thursday, October 21, 2010

大大声地哇唠诶~~~~~~
我要疯了!!!!!!!

事實告訴我

我在人家的眼里
就是一個愛講人的爛嘴
說甚麼都沒用
講好聽的話很假仙
講難聽的話更讓人火大

幹譙我吧

不過這單真的有點無辜
解釋也沒用

Wednesday, October 20, 2010

挫折

是来自自己的失败?
还是来自别人的成功?

我挫折了

對不起

是时候对自己说声对不起

因为总是没办法让自己好好地生活
因为总是没办法让自己好好地睡一觉
因为总是没办法让自己好好地说一句人话
因为总是没办法让自己好好地开心一下
因为总是去做坏人
因为总是不让自己长大
因为总是做不对的事让自己承受评击
因为总是达不到自己的要求
因为总是拿别人的事情来气自己
因为总是在各个方面破坏自己
对不起 李锦进
对不起 我不原谅你 阿kim

是时候让自己好好地泪流满面
对不起
压著自己的倔强跟所有人说
对不起

Tuesday, October 19, 2010

sien

zui jin yi zhi bei ren diao
niama

Monday, October 18, 2010

还是忍不住

想靠北一下
不要痴人说梦
你是贱人
头壳歹去的烂人
我见我厌的狗人
整天只会骗人
闲来无事只会撩女人
每天摸着下巴想怎样吃人
做什么事都要靠别人
说到钱你只会欠人
每天黏住有钱人
要不然就是拉拢可以被你利用的人
跟你讨债你就ignore人
人家疏远你了你还靠北人
你还知不知道自己是人
错在你身上还想怪人
真是一种米养百种人
我是那个靠北的你人
总之你就不是什么好人
当然我也希望你好好做人
可是目前看来你是个成功的鸡掰人
就看老天怎样收拾你这个人

Sunday, October 17, 2010

也对

身未傑先出師
是為自侮
余贱也
甭管

Thursday, October 14, 2010

是不是老了

最近很容易放空
不經意進入耳里的音樂
突然清醒悉聽
被歌詞打動
感觸萬千卻無以敘述
心裡默默地嘆一口長長的氣
享受音樂帶來的心靈慰籍
同時深思
伊寞出現
才發現心裡的空洞
原來是空虛





原來我空虛

Sunday, October 10, 2010

谈钱伤感情

do you want me to tag you at facebook and tell everybody what you have done?
there is a lot of stories, there is a lot of lies. big and small lies.
you sad?
i never sad?
i am sad that i had a FRIEND never tell the truth
you think i know nothing?
but i guess you act nothing
friends is not for you to use when you need money to spend,
to ask them to help you do assignment but not teach,
to go out together so that you can spend their money when you have no money.
and friend is not for you to lie, you never tell the truth.
it is okay if you pay back money in time after you borrow
but it is not okay that after borrow money then act nothing
don't tell me that you did not act nothing happen
because i see you rather spend the money but you never think to pay back
hundreds of excuses i heard from you,
i requested you to give me back the money in manner for many times,
you will just give excuses then ignore.
one time, two time, and few more times buddha also will get mad.
there are a bunch of peoples who are also your creditors
many of them include me are in suffer because of giving you convenience
but this made us inconvenience because we did not get back the money from you.
and we don't have enough money to use so we need to owe others money.
don't try to say i backstab you or i want to 做你一单
i had given you 2 months time to collect the money,
don't forget,
you owe me money since march,
i requested you to give back money only at august,
and i said you have to pay back before october
and now is october, so what do you think now?
as your "FRIEND", i have been very patient to you and so nice to you
because i don't want to break our friendship, 讲钱伤感情
but you are the one who push us to this situation
you never pay back money automatically
we ask money from you automatically when we run out of money
but you will generate excuses automatically at the moment
we will stop asking money from you automatically when we heard your "reasons"
and you will forget everything automatically after this until we run out of money again.

you ask me what do i want from you
i can say:" i want my money back"
i know all your bad things, and i tested you before, quite many times
what you tell me never meet the true answer i know
ya, maybe the one who told me your stories is trying to backstab you
but what if everyone that know you tell the same thing?
you dare to call me friend, i don't dare
most of the thing from your mouth is lies, excuses
you are so unbelievable

anyway, there is still some advice for you as a friend
1.) think how to clear your debts before you think how you want to spend the money
2.) lies and excuses is not the thing that can make you perfect, but making friends with true heart will make your life more complete.
3.) please choose your answer
[ ] [you got a cute son but which is the result of the another guy made your wife pregnant]
[ ] [you got a cute son which is the result of you really fuck with your wife and she pregnant]
got the answer? please apply it on your studies.
4.) your parents spend a lot of money to let you study, please don't day dreaming, sleep, play game, listen to song, talking, and playing EVERYTIME in the class, you just made me feel that you are playing with your parents money.
these advices from me is actually none of my business, but why do i care?
because you are my friend, and i care about you, thats why i will angry.
i can just ignore what you did, but i will only ignore those who are not important.
we care what would happen in the future if you keep on like this, friends is always wanted each other to be good, friends is not the things for you when you need help.

i just hope you understand,
if you still not happy with what i said above, then 算了吧
don't talk to me anymore
but i still want my money back. actually you owe me more than that, but i just count the agak number.

Friday, October 8, 2010

装一下可爱

阿bui病病很辛苦 T..T
阿neh节哀,加油,抱抱

Wednesday, October 6, 2010

gotta

i spend some time to emo everyday recently
gotta stop it
but how?

please love me, happiness

Monday, October 4, 2010

tiredness

unfairness
sleeplessness
stress
boredom
sound pollution
disappointment
everything...

baby are you down down down down down?
more than down
god
i need strength